It's been two more days of waking up for 2 hours in the middle of the night. I'm so tired. Luckily today is a snow day! I should have tried to get back to sleep when I realised, but I went into normal weekday routine. I attempted a nap later, but wasn't able to fall asleep. From now on I won't mention sleep in this diary. Assume it is bad unless I say otherwise.
I am spending the day enjoying the snow and making up the guest bedroom ready for my parents to come and stay. Yesterday I was called in to work because someone was sick. It always makes me worried, coming in and touching all their stuff, that I will get sick myself. Hopefully I'll be ok because I can't get sick now, only four more days until NEW YORK.
I have a high stress level today, I sometimes need to take a minute and figure out what I'm feeling emotional about. I think today it is about having to keep so many things in my mind. Maybe I should set some alarms to remind myself to do things and then I can let the stress go. Tomorrow I have to work all day, but the next two days I have plenty of time to organise for the trip. It should be a slow day at work, so I will make lists of what I need to get done. Today I am just going to continue doing what I'm already doing. It will all fall into place.