Day 4


I slept terribly and woke up late. I had a mild headache which went away. I think I am clenching my teeth at night, probably because of the anxiety I have been feeling.

We went to see Jesus Christ Superstar in the evening. The whole day was excitement leading up to that. We got home at 10:30 p.m. and so it was easy not to have a drink. Usually I would be thinking around dinner time 'I can't have a wine because I need to drive' and then I'd feel ridiculous for wine being such a routine that I have to actively think about changing it to do something that is Actually Fun.

I want more Actually Fun things in my life. Just saving the $400 a month we spend on alcohol can help with that.